I grew up in a loving Christian family and was baptized as a child. As I’ve grown in my faith I realized that this baptism hadn’t been my choice. I understand now that believer’s baptism is an outward expression of my inward commitment with Christ. When I was growing up I believed I was a ‘Christian’ because I did all the good Christian things… but I know now that only Jesus can get me into heaven.
During the season in which I was beginning to understand this more, my mom got very sick. We had no idea what was wrong with her. Her illness caused me to question God’s love, wondering why He would let this happen to her.
Over time, God began revealing His good purposes. My mom became a health coach and now helps others. It was in the 6th grade at my school (FBA) that I realized everyone there had something I didn’t – Jesus. As Tim Keller said, “God’s grace doesn’t come to people who morally outperform others but to those who admit their failure to perform and who acknowledge their need for a Savior.” It was that first week of school my dad led me in prayer and I trusted in Jesus as my Lord and Savior.
Some of the hardest times in my life were when my mom and my sister got sick. I had doubts and questioned the love of God – but it was my sister Tayah, that helped keep my faith in check. Her faith has been such an encouragement to me through the years. During these times I began recognizing that God always has a plan for His children. Just like the story of Joseph in the book of Genesis.
I trust that God has a plan for me, so I will continue to let Him guide me. The story of the criminal on the cross next to Jesus in Luke 23 gives me comfort and confidence. He says to Jesus “remember me when you come into your Kingdom.” Jesus responds “Truly, I say to you today, you will be with me in paradise.” God will take anyone that is willing to accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior. This is the good news I believe in and will share with others until he returns.